lately i've been swaying
back to old frameworks
forward to things we've never seen.
for many reasons - none to blame
I'm more concerned with the level of grace
i'm granting myself and I pray that others have –
as I lean more into
where I am
who I am
and who I was placed here to be.
anything less, short of or without
would be the biggest lie i've ever told.
I hate lying
more than i despise the layers I hide or shed
for everyone else's sake.
on the contrary - I like me.
Exactly how I am,
how i've been
and who I'm becoming.
mainly because I've always put in the work
to understand – no matter if it took 1 min, or 10 years.
another thing I don't like too much
is being this vulnerable outside of the space it's allowed.
but – that's boring and i'm tired
plus, I can see how much faster i'd get to where i'm going
if i take the weight of it off -
and continue with the weight i'm actually supposed to carry.
Hope all is well for you.
~ G.s. ~